Where the hell have I been?

Well seeing as I don't have pinky back yet I don't have any photo evidence of the truly exciting things I've been getting upto and you wouldn't believe what I blogged wthout some kind of proof. I haven't done anything all that exciting really. I saw "Sister She" a couple of weeks back, followed by the cabaret show at "Sydney's Las Vegas" aka Marrickville RSL club. Very, very messy. I couldn't remember how I got home.

I also went to the Newtown hotel last thursday with Muzz and saw lots of familiar faces, and even met a couple of nice new people! :O

Now that I have that crap out of the way...

I feel horrible, I think depressed is the word. I work with great people, I work for really nice, flexible bosses... and I get paid well for the amount of bludging I do. Unfortunately I am finding it more and more difficult to ignore the fact that I am bored shitless and I get little to no job satisfaction.

Over the last couple of months I have been making lots of mistakes and each time I do I feel like I am letting my co-workers down and I get a serious case of the guilts(I get over it quickly enough though.. hahahah). I have even been much less complacent than I was 12 months ago and still I keep fucking up. There was a point last year for months where I didn't check ANY of my work becasue I hadn't made a mistake for so long I figured I was due (how bad is that?)... Now I actually check my work and still I fuckup because deep down I don't give a shit about flash drives, or mouse mats, or the 99% of customers who ask the earth, get it served to them on a silver platter and can't be fucked saying "thank-you".

So I'm putting it out there... I need a new job. Actually, I need a new career... and I don't think I can put it off much longer.